After I left and we didn't talk for while we didn't even said a proper goodbye my grandmother died and I feel sick as a dog,nightmares chase me after dark everything hurt when you left, you know?
and nothing else could've hurt more after I lose that piece my heart, nightmares of you under the rain and still I couldn't hold you, i knew you didn't love me, and that sicken my soul my body all the sense of holding into nothing just in memories kissing you and making love to you.

after surgery and that sense of losing

you call one afternoon from a satellite phone

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